Tough.

Mas Rudas have chosen to address a very serious issue for our next show. I realize that I have attempted to sugar coat my piece in some way or another, and it's completely impossible for me to do. I realize that in creating something, I have to throw myself into a place that I don't necessarily want to be. I have to confront and see things I chose to ignore on a daily basis, because I don't know what else to do. It's a sense of hopelessness that permeates a people who notice.

In getting ready for the show I have thought about everything but where I have to go, and I know why, because where I have to go is gonna be really hard for me to handle.